Monday, May 18, 2009

hey. confirm plus chop i have too many stories too say.
firstly, lets talk about my guy k.
well, i recently contacted a guy from my former primary school.
he's a very chinese-y look kindaof guy which i LOIKE. heehee.
he did confessed about his feelings towards me after a month. and it all seems too perfect to be true. but recently, he had this problem which he can't further clarify with me. and after that, he somehow stopped contacting me. after further questioning, i can sense that his feelings for me had fade away. he said i didnt take care of him well, that was why. i felt super sad and this has really made me a girl who won't trust guys anymore that easily. what with their promising words and my trust in them, this just makes me feel me more depressed than ever. i'm gonna try my best to stop trusting guys! but in fact, i reallyreallyreally love him. maybe its just not meant to be.
secondly, about my family. i am so scared of BROKEN family. my mom and her siblings are like on a rivalry. when i put myself in my mom's shoes, i could feel her utter sadness. could you imagine being the big sister, all your siblings are talking bad about you and spreading rumours about your children? and imagine being a mom with that case, your children won't even help a bit to lighten your burden? and that you're almost 50 and you're still working so hard to support the family? i cried for all these many problems. i guess it's difficult to set up a family afterall so now, i have to be more understanding. no more talking back towards my mom NOW!
thirdly, i'll try to post pictures starting from this year onwards. haha. my dad just gave me the USB for the camera. waddaheck.
OHYA BFORE I FORGOT! i got my english and history paper just now. english was quite badly done. my compre fail but my summary pass with flying colours, heehee. ok so the compre part was 8/25 and my summary was 19/25. so my english P2 marks is 27/50. the interesting part is my history paper. waaaaaaah, i shock kemama sia! didnt expect my score to be super high! first time seh i got 42/50 for history. i mean whatthehell was i doing last year. i could have score! anyways, tmr will be the day where i get all my papers back. hope i will score everything!! wish me luck once again. toodles.

love,
ain

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