Friday, July 27, 2007
hello everyone!today's fun and funny!i love today.yeahh.and so i AAMMMMM with HIMMMMMMM.cannot tell!TOP CONFIDENTIAL SECRET!only besties knew it.i love my besties.they helped me along in this.do you think its too fast?i think it was.but to him,the faster it is the better.well,lets just flirt along ok.haha.270707's the official date.boleh tahan sedapkan the date?of course!kate ainkan??haha.terikut-ikut HIM gituu.i miss HIM.today PE was GREEATTTT!there were 5 games stations.gerek banget!my group is super-duper cooperative.and along the games,i find out that i have classmates that are super nice.now,i feel that i know them better.my perspective of them has change.and thats good!hehe.today,all of my girls made me laugh like beruk.really!haha.i love them all with my big,big heart.haha.then,i went to lot1 after school.need to peepee.hehe.then after peeing,went to eat at LJS.combo1 as per normal.dah kenyang ni.and now,need to poop.haha.ehh,talking about pooping i remembered something.i watched punk'd just now after i got home.the singer is kelly rowland.she was suppose to meet serena williams at somewhere.and she paid a chauffeur to drive her to this place.this chauffeur yang mastermind gitu.he brought his son along.then along the journey,his son wanted to poop.abe busuk mcm nak rak!then like kecoh2 like that.then,TA-DAAA!she's been officially PUNK'D!haha.ok,enough of pooping.i was supposed to go to CCA.but then hor,i lost contact with lulu and amee.jadi mcm stranded on an island sekejap.haha.i called ana too.but then she said dont go,cos she's not going.haha.takpee,nextweek i will go.SWEAR!so me,shaz,ira and naja went to the library.i borrowed a book called "1,003 Great Things About Being A Woman".it is super nice and funny.There's one part when it says,"Mary Poppins was supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.".try and say it!issh3.haha.i love being a woman!haha.and on PSE!that was the most wonderful thing that has happened to 3/6.to me,i think ms chew has really low expectations from us.even mrs eswaran was so proud of us.we were the top in school to have exceed our target for fund-raising.i mean,like hello?!3/6 sia!!!haha.i love my class!and mrs eswaran really love going in to 3/6.she's cool.and funny.hehe.and she really trust our class so much.i love her!hehe.im so gonna like next year.hehe.but must FOCUS on studies.hehe.im waiting for ira to eat her lundi(meaning lunch-cum-dinner) and send me the songs i wanted!haha.cepat sikit eh nenek!haha.jkjk.i didnt come to school on thursday anyway.i was down with flu,a slight fever and sore throat.my big sis was down with it too.so,we went to the doctor together.i was given the yellow pill and some pink lozenges.nice!haha.i wonder when does medicines taste nice??haha.ok,ok.stop it!and for the first time,i saw two people today.meaning izwan and shaz's bro.izwan is this tall and lanky guy who liked me before.and shaz's bro is so like shaz!mcm twinies!haha.ok.this is the end of me now.byebye.and goodnight! :]
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4:24 PM
Monday, July 23, 2007
hi.im dreadfully tired.i cant talk or eat in peace.i cant sleep.i cant share everything with people.went home,dragging my feets behind.leaving footprints everywhere i go.im not being negative.but from the way everything goes today,i didnt exist.i really didnt.problems occur to me everytime when im feeling extremely happy.i just wonder why.haiz.and i do not want to be rude to my parents.im scared of being rude to them.maybe its just the satans doing this to me.i dont want to be an insolent child.i just want to be an individualist.im trying to reform myself to be a better person.what something serious HE said struck me through the heart.i really should change.im not going to be gullible or naive ok.since young,i had the chance to indulge into the world of being independent.i am a big girl.but they told me i wasnt.and big girls dont cry.but i let that phrase pass.i cried enough.god's testing me,i know.i can live w/o friends.but family,NO.but everything and anyone just wants to leave me.and why,must god take the one i like or love away?im being patience enough.i just feel like closing my eyes and fall into a dark,dark sleep.then will my problems go away and i will be happy in that 7th cloud.ending life just seems so difficult though.well but fear not,i wouldnt.i just wanna change to be one true example of a Muslim.pray for me yea.may god bless all of you who's reading this.people who wants to change for the better,lets join hands and say that we can do it.INSYAALLAH.and one more thing.dont worry guys,im ok.i just wanna cleanse my soul,thats all.goodbye little people! :]
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3:54 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
hey guys.im so not in the mood to talk.everything's a mess.just because of my one stupid mistake.so fine!i lied to my parents.they have never developed a close relationship with us,the children.NEVER!if we had that kind of relationship,i would not have lied.even if i told them the truth,they wouldnt have believed me anyway.what ever that i have done,im so so sorry parents.i just want US to be close.and i want US to trust each other 100% completely.when the "handphone" incident happened,i dont have anyone to turned to.even if i told them,they would have scold me.and why must the children behaved this way?it is because of your way of handling children that is.my advice to them is to find another way of handling the children and dont always find faults with the children.everyone do make mistakes.dont tell me everyone is perfect??i mean,im learning from my mistake.and i dont ever want to repeat that mistake anymore.what about them?would they want to learn from their mistakes?and must my dad talk to the principal just for a slight mistake?im tired of this luhh dad!can u just change for the better??if i can change for the better,why cant you?maybe he thinks that he is in charge of the house and he can do whatever he wants?well im part if it too.they can scold us anytime and anywhere they want.i dont care.but why must they humiliate me like that?i just dont get it.im trying to put myself in their shoes.i know how they feel.but do they care how the children feels?we are in an era where everything else changes.mama,ayah i am sorry.i just feel that if we have this misunderstanding again,you guys would know what to do next.goodbye everyone.im sorry to HIM.we shouldnt have been together ytd.i am so so sorry.maybe we should just end it here ok.i love you very much.i dont wanna leave you,but for the best of everyone we should break this up.everyone wants to take the ones i love away from me. :'( {*i just cant stop crying*}
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2:15 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
I AM TIRED!
TIRED OF FACING PROBLEMS!!
UNDERSTAND PEOPLE?!
THESE PEOPLE DONT KNOW THE MEANING OF GETTING HURT!!!!
I JUST DONT GET IT!
AM I WRONG???
EVEN IF IM WRONG,SAY IT IN MY FACE LUHH!!!
FIRST THING,MY GRANDFATHER'S IN HOSPITAL.
HE IS SICK ACCORDING TO MY DAD.
HOPE HE'S RESTING WELL.
AND HOPE ITS NOT THAT BAD.
SECOND THING,I CANT SMS HIM!!!!!
MOM BROUGHT THE HP.
GOSSH KAN?!
BUT I UNDERSTAND AS IT IS HER HP.
BUT STILLLLLL!!!! :[
THIRD THING,IS MY PRIMARY FRIEND.
SHE WAS QUITE CLOSE TO ME.
SUDDENLY,SHES STOP TALKING TO ME.
STOP SMSING ME.
STOP CALLING ME.
STOP ASKING ME HOW I AM.
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
stop ok?
ive had enough.
i dreamt of something bad.
i pray to God that it will not happened to me.
AMIN.
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11:10 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
hello.i just got back from dinner outside.i ate at Al-Ameen Eating House.its a nice place to EAT!ira must love it.*haha*oh yess,im sorry ira for causing you not to go to the party.very,very sorry! :[ dad wants to treat us to dinner there.he loved it there.i have some pics of the food we ate there.super-duper yummy!my food came late.i ordered mutton chop.my parents almost finished their food even before my food came.i ate rushingly lah can?before eating my dinner,we went to Beautyworld Centre.has a lot of shops in there.i bought a Casio watch which is cheap!from a $95,the watch now costs $38.of course,its genuine.im so excited to tell my friends.i took pic of it too.i did my math homework before going out,so yeahh.tomorrow,i only wanna read up for history.this word is dedicated to geegeeman,"yyyyyeeeeaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!".*hehe*geegeeman sure likes lilo and stitch,i guess.i wanna buy digital things luhh.i wanna the new zenstone with screen one.and i wanna nintendo.must be fun if i have those cool gadgets.haizz.feeling like Kim Possible gitu.*hehe*andd i saw bapuks at al-ameen.when i was walking out,this guy looked at me.i looked at him too.i thought he was a man,of course.skali his friend who looked like a bapuk went towards him.when that guy stand up,nampak sah gay jugak.shocking but true!*wakaka*someone who looked so refined but turns out to be a gay!!haiyoo.i dont get this kind of ppl.an irritating person is always behind my back.goshh.cannot stand it luhh can this few weeks.well,i wanna doze off to dreamland soon!have a good rest guys... :]
GOODNIGHT!
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11:45 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
today was spent well with my two buddies again-NAJA & IRA!they are the ones who makes me laugh,smile,cry and pee everyday.everyday turns into an enjoyable day.woohooo.naja taught me how to do the "Mr Roboto" moves.and i did it!but after that,forget again.haiyoo.senile me!*hehe*me and ira tried it umpteen times.still never get it.we suntanned too!*hahaha*naja was so egg-cited when the fiery sun came out.ira helped us to put the lotion on our legs.she is the "rubber".*haha*hmm,i forgot to tell u guys that i have a harry potter family at school.Regent Secondary School changed the name to Regwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.ira is athimort, naja is najadore, ain is aingrid, elly is grifelly, lulu is lumione, shaz is shnape.funny right the names?*hehe*i have a crush on youuu lahh.ehh,not you.HIM!but its just a crush right?anyway,we decided to have dinner together.skali,naja cannot make it lahh.haiyaa.AND,i left my wallet with her.so i must go her house and take it.so,me and ira take it.then we jalan2 until kaki patah.then when we were going to the busstop near BPP,banyak budak lelaki or should i say 'mats' whistle at us.i mean like hello??merepek luhh.then dah naek bus.this auntie very funny!!her hair is damn curly.then at the back of the head hor,wear wig lor.aiyoo.natural sikit lah auntie!then she sleeps at ira's stomach.almost tau!*haha*if only,naja was there!she would laugh heartily.*hehe*yaaa,and we saw someone that looks like zainul.but of course not himm.budak NS luhh.*hehe*there was also a cute guy with his family.kau miss luhh naja!haiyak.and so i got home at 10.10pm.lama benar!and sorry to someone.im being judgemental.*haha*i love PSE!its fun.and PE today was super-duper fun lor.we have a new programme.my team name is Garfield.*haha*i know,lame right?but we have more games coming up the next few weeks.very the excited!so thats all.and here some pics for you to see. :]
GOODNIGHT!
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11:19 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
hello guys.today i am having an "ENGLISH DAY!".*haha*i will be summarising the events that took place the past few days.ok not,my engriss??*hehe*anyway,a lot of funny,stupid,weird and unique things took place.the funny thing is everyday is a laughing day.--->FOR ME ONLY AH!the stupid things is the lame,lame jokes we made.and how we tease each other stupidily but very adorable,u know.*lol*the weird things is that when guys turned into stones looking at girls!i mean,what do they get from that?the girls OR their popout eyeballs??i mean,LIKE HELLOOO!*hehe*lastly,the unique things.like for eg,today ira's very unique.she has the "kero" eyes.and i have the tendency to do like the movie "Zombi Kampung Pisang".the "lemah-lembut" hands.*hehe*unique's the name!woohts.*haha*and,i met ZUHAILI the other day.boy,i misss him! :] with his red bike!goshh.i miss that thing too.waddahell.and i also miss my other half.shahiddin.haizz.dont know what's happening to the world?maybe its just global warming.thats why everyone feels the heat and do not wanna contact with me.ok ain,dont be emo here.can?of course,can luhh. :DD *haha*i see myself that i have improved alot on my studies.but as usual,i have not started on revision yet.4 weeks more to exams.can you imagine that?gahhh.talking about exams,reminded me of my math mock exam.we cheated luhh can?even though we did it together as friends,i guess im still gonna get my sweet single-digit marks.*hehe*i have really no confidence lahh.haiz.well,its ok.anyway,theres a "mrs swan" teaching math in school.and shes teaching my class.its just difficult to understand my former math teacher, then change to another one who just doesnt seems to get it right.so bad luhh me?but its just a FACT!right naja?*haha*for two days,i spent my days with two gorgeous friends-NAJA and IRA.it was super-duper fun!the turning-faces-into-one-red-tomato laughters just boomed my delicate ears.ira is one voracious girl!and naja is one impish girl!well im not sure if the words suit them.but who cares?we just laughed at all the people who passed by us.i mean one scene i remembered was this kindergarten girl.*haha*see,i have not even tell u the story then i laugh already.gila me!she shouted to her brother,"kakak nak balek.kakak nak berak.kakak tak tahan.ok?!".she was like running while shouting to her brother.we, the trio, laughed like hell!we were huddled closely to one another at a bench at a park.some parts when we almost went down on our knees and roll on the ground.today was also funny.we three really was on the brink of peeing.we called geegeeman and he said can,tumpang.but its ok.we would rather control our bladder then going there.right girls?so,thats it!my wonderful days with my two pretty,sweet,vicious,gorgeous,cute,crazy,small,funny,weird,unique girlfriends.awww,so sweet luhh me...*hehe*no shame-shame one this girl!*haha*oklah,toodles.
GOODNIGHT!
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11:30 PM
Friday, July 6, 2007
Gue malas bener mau taip.jadi gambar-gambar ini adalah tatapanmu untuk hari ini.
TERIMA KASIH!
ANDD,anyway someone broke my heart ytd.
gahh.
ok.enjoy beautiful people! :]
{*Your talent is God's gift to you.What you do with it is your gift back to God.*}
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5:03 PM
Thursday, July 5, 2007
helo!its almost 1 week since i blogged.im lazy and was too tied up with homework.its like in the back of my mind now.*haha*getting rid of homeworks are halfway through.just finished my graph homework.its bloody hell tau buat graph!well though,its easy.STILL!drawing one is tough.*hehe*aku ni bukan unsangkarables tapi unkecohables!*wakaka*lame me!so,school's been tough on me.bawa skola satu pen!pathetic kan??anyway,i feel so stressed lor.dahlah byk homework, then byk problems.goshh.its killing me!arghhh.ok ain?jgn emo sngt.cikgu tak suke tau.eh,perangai budak perempuan yang suke pekik2 tu mcm bininye tarzan agaknye.hai,mcm paham2 jelah eh.perkataan dari seseorang yang suke berfalsafah.*haha*today,i went stationery shopping with girlfriends!woohts.actually,shaz pun nak.skali ade masalah besar!aku yang shopping.*haha*angkut punye angkut dah $7+.goshh.kalau beli bubble tea, isshh lagi muai!*haha*takpe,for the sake of learning!semangat deh aku!cross-country on friday was a boo-boo.so damn hot.but ya,had a long talk and walk with naja!RESILIENCE WON!of course,without Rendra Hairul mesti kalahnye.*hehe*i love her.anyway,abt last sunday.me,amee and naja went to "YESCOM".gerek banget.ade dudduds.*hehe*weird spelling.i got a free $20 coupon from my aunt.so,we belanje until ketiak dah basah and duit dah habes.pandai tak kite?*haha*global warming betullah earth ni.070707's coming soon in 2 days time.wearing GREEN kalau nak klua.kononnye nak bagi my full support lah ni.*lol*selenge banget deh aku!and i bought a bookmark,a green-and-yellow stone and a black ring.lawa2 budak kreatif ni buat!*hehe*and i saw RAIHAN!very the sweeeet.*haha*but she stick out her tongue at me sehh, and so i did it back to her again too.childish betullah! :] skrg,im alone.i mean enggak lagi sms SI DIA.semue mcm nak avoid aku gitu.well,whatever to them!!just now,i was freaking mad at this big,fat,ugly ogre.kan aku betul!use lah aku lagi.lepas dah tanak,kitar semula aku.bagus skali!siape yang berani buat aku mcm tu lagi,jage!i believe in retribution,ok!?one's enough luhh.and im like anti-guys!i really,really hate luh can?dah 3 experience dah cukuplah.and GOODNIGHT!my heart is crying inside after that conversation. :(That smile. Y
10:57 PM