Friday, March 30, 2007
IRA NORRIS ira.its ok.im right here for you.i will make u laugh with me, joke with me.and everything with me.i love u the old athirah!pls do come back.i just wanna see the old athirah who likes to laugh and have fun.do forget about him.u have us! :) i love you, can?!
NAJA JERMAN
NAJA JERMAN
whoever is with u naja,i will just support u.its ok if u do not want to tell me.im here for you,hun!!
pls be my friend forever... :) *haha* i love you can?!
AMIRAH AZMAN
hope u and tembam be together!u guys look so cute.brownies taste great darl!thanks.and i got gold for napha test.muahaha.i love you can?!
hey guys.
had a tiring day today.
anyway i called his house.
woooohhhhhhhooooooooo
adek die angkat.
so cute!
name's dillah.
woooooh.
i know at least one of his adek.
*muahahahaha*
she said die belum balek lagi.
naseb bkn mak die.
kalau tidak, huahuahuahua.
oklah,thats all folks!
GOODNIGHT!
{*i wanna be with him.even if its just one night...*}
That smile. Y
8:40 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
omg.guess what??
I MET ZUHAILI!!!
ok sorry for not blogging ytd.too sleepy!
so it was ytd when i met him.
wooooooohhhhhhooooooooooo
*hahahahaha*
naja told me that fateha told her that zuhaili is sumwhere near MiniMart.
i was so damn excited and shocked!
i mean like i have never seen him for at least 10 months and then suddenly,BOO!
then i saw that red bike of his and i knew it.
he was with fawas.i think.
AND I SAW.....ZUHAILI!
naja and ira helped me to call him.
naja teased him saying that he looks taller and etc.
so i went up to him.
we talked under the shade of this blooming tree.
it was so wonderful and romantic. :)
he was so cute lah , can?
then i started the conversation.
ain : how are you?
B : fine. how are you?
ain : eh, baek jugak! :)
B + ain : giggles (huahuahua)
B : mane faris? (snickers)
ain : huh? me and him mane ade ape2?!
B : hahaha (evil smile). How's school?
ain : oklah.
B : studies?
ain : oklah jugak. then how's ur school?
B : oklah.
ain : u amek what course eh?
B : potong besi.(ain giggles and he smiled)engineering course.
ain : i see.bagus-bagus!haha.
ain : fa'an dgn adam amek course ape?
B : fa'an same dgn i.adam...(actually i forgot what he said! :>)
ain : bagus-bagus! (he laughs)
ain : so huda amacam?
B : hah?
ain : u still maseh contact dgn die?
B : tak.i nak concentrate on my studies.i want to masuk (i think he said something NITEC)
ain : bagus-bagus!
B : yelah, kena belajar nanti takde future?
ain : yes,betul-betul!eh,kenape macam bapak2 ni?(he giggles)
B : tak pakai baju sekolah baru?
ain : tak. tanaklah.i dont like the blue.
B : haha.biru die,mcm tak lawa gitu.naseb baek,i dah graduate.sekolah skrg dah mcm2 seh.
ain : yup.merepek aje!
B : haha.so nak pergi mane ni?
ain : nak balek rumah.
B : kan balek rumah that way?(meaning my old route)
ain : u maseh ingat?
B : mestilah. :)
he keeps rolling the dead leaves on the ground.
B : oklah, i nak teman kawan i.die dari tadi sorang.
ain : oh ok.kalau dah dapat hp, tell me ur no tau.
B : ok,bye! :):):):):):)
and so i left that beautiful place after that.
this wasn't the accurate conversation that took place.
but, that was basiQally the whole story.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
GOODNIGHT!
P.S. ira pls dont be sad!we are here for u. :)
{*Can i be given another chance to be with Zuhaili?*}
That smile. Y
10:05 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
hi everyone.
today wasn't a "TUESDAY BLUES".
fun and laughter filled up the atmosphere the minute i saw my girlfriends.
*haha*
girlfriends made it a point to live life to the fullest.
well, my post here today reflects my life this year.
time is catching up with my age.
nowadays, i feel so old.
i have senile dementia, falling hair, brittle bones and hearing problem.
muahahahaha....
*evil laugh-snorts*
basiQally, OLD!
naja, jgn marah aku menggunakan nama itu.huahuahuahua.
so yeah....
stress makes me feel alive.
emotions plays an important part in here.
my helping hand was not being appreciated at all. no thank you's, nothing!
just some pretty face that i see.
my studies getting from bad to worse.haiz.
then about my illness or sickness or whatever is it called.
if u all wonder, i have mechanic problems in my body.
thinking about it makes me wanna cry. :(
some knew about it. but i had asked them to keep it a hush-hush.
it has a cure.but even if there is one, i do not want to be cured.
worse-to-worse case, i need to go surgery.
im tired of living. im so,so tired.E-X-H-A-U-S-T-E-D!
tired of thinking, crying and all.
i just do not wanna think of my problems anymore.
it just tears me up.
GUYS?
they are the worse. ain't have one but want one.
currently there are 3 guys in my life.
one,ZUHAILI.two,HAYRES.three,_ _ _ _ _ _.
*hehe*
zuhaili is my first sweetheart.
the first time i saw him, i know i wanna be with him forever.
but it didnt last. it ended in a silent breakup.
haiz. so sadd.
i do still love him though.
hayres is a new guy i knew of recently in MSN.
he is damn sweeeet.
anyway, he is a Eurasian+Malay. MIXED GUY!
he made 2 poems and 1 song for me.
he is so sweet and cute! :)
but the shoccking part here, is that he calls me u know like darling in malay.
*hehe*
then, the poem which is so damn sweet made me blush.
called me gorgeous and all.
wooohh.
I LOIKE!
the third one is someone.
SSSHHH.
well, lets end it here.
have a good rest everyone!
muahhs.
{*if i cried because of that someone, does it means that i still love that someone?*}
That smile. Y
4:41 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
im back from school. eh actually from ACS.muahhahha. im freaking bored. i feel like going to athirah's house. im freaking,uper-duper boring. and i just slept for 20 mins after got back from ACS. haha. so now, im doing nothing. just typing out things i want to be posted at my bloggie. u know , sometimes it can be irritating when someone u know just talk big. what? trying to show off is it? huh? aiyah... pleaselah if u are not an actor or actress, dont act like one! so my point here is that dont ever,ever try to talk big.haha. what a post is this?! i think i wanna go out and buy foodddddd. athirah's friend-FOOD! muahahahahahaha.{*well, as a matter of fact, u are just a fat and stupid guy!*}
That smile. Y
12:46 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
this which was the best day had turned into one living nightmare.
one living nightmare after school.
after eating my Zinger from KFC at ira's house, we tried to connect her MacBook to the internet.
but it refused.
in the end we use her old computer which was a bit slow.
it was not of a matter to me.
i went online and then the monster came and attack me.
it was going on fine.
until.....
he did it again!
its been several times he did this to me.
why must he scold me or even shout at me when i did nothing wrong?
everytime, i went online.
i do not find him.he was the one who will find me.
well though i was busy, i still entertain him.
was i wrong to be nice to someone?
was i???
he send me letter.
read it.
it was such a crappy letter.the crappiest i have ever read before.
wat stupid words u think that can cool my temper down?
huh??
even if u do not wanna chat with me or anything, can't u just talk to me nicely?
are u even a man?a man that has such a big EGO that it just burst?
i just don't dig guy's "so-called" pride, machoness and whatever shit they called it.
it's just so hard to find one guy who is just good, handsome, kind-hearted and all!
haiz.
i just need a soldier just like Naja does.
sighhh.
{*GO TO HELL!FUCK U FARIS!*}
That smile. Y
10:44 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
im just gonna post graphic designs...
U ALL ARE SO GONNA FALL IN LOVE WITH THESE GRAPHIC DESIGNS!!!!
U ALL ARE SO GONNA FALL IN LOVE WITH THESE GRAPHIC DESIGNS!!!!
<*this is the book where there are a lot of flower designs*>
and now the one u have been waiting for.....PICTOPLASMA!!!!
<*this is the book which elly likes so much "PICTOPLASMA"*>
<*amee.i know it doesnt looks like her, but this pic shows her with headphones*>
<*elly monster!*>
<*athirah, my eating monster.i tell u non-stop!*>
<*naja!the one who loves to on her laptop at night.*>
<*shazana.dont ask me why.haha.*>
<*syafiqa!the pinky girl who now has red hair.*>
well,thats it folks...see u soon!
anyway i cut my hair.wooohooo.
{*im just a black county girl, living in an extra ordinary world.*}
That smile. Y
9:37 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
hey.
its been like 7 days since i post one.
well,im quite busy with homeworks. its damn alot.
with my endless CCA meetings during the holidays.
haiz. the tiredness just kills me.
and my housework chores to add.
was more like a "DOOMSDAY" to me than a March "HOLIDAY"...
wonder will all of these benefit me in the future.
saturday, im going out with my girlfriends.
watching "THE HAUNTED SCHOOL".
thats a yippee-yay-yay situation.
however......
amee may not be following.
well, one must sacrifice for friends right?
im in a situation where .....
well,nvm.
i just dont know how to explain it.
to me, i like to watch movies especially horror movies in late afternoon.
but amee has silat training.
im not sure yet.
we havent discuss this again.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
well, i will call them later to confirm about this.
at night, have "SUPERNATURAL"!!!
AHA.yeahah,ah whooo,yoyo.AHA.
am i weird or what?
or am i the psycho that naja wrote in her blog?
haha.im kidding naja!
aku ni buat lawak tak tentu pasal.
"chek bukan nye apo, tapi chek semenjak-dua menjak ni asek pakai apo ni namenya?lap....top.ya laptop!"
ok craziness has come in my life.
that was bahasa pineng for ur info.
*haha*
well, lets end my entry here with new pics.
CHECK IT OUT, DARLINGS!
<*inside a toilet after watching DanceWorks 2007 at Marina Square*>
<*me and naja*>
{*i wanna love him.but he's just so far from me...*}
That smile. Y
3:56 PM
Friday, March 9, 2007
u know what?
anyone could say "i harts my friends","sista lup" or whatever that has got to do with friends.
but me , im not.
i may sound selfish or something.
but who cares??
this is my blog.
i have the rights to write about what i want.
talk to me face-2-face if u feel that its u.
well,let me share my agony with u.
i have a best friend-A.
A has change drastically since the first time i know
everything had change,as for what i know.
he may sound like a *****.
A is into stupid stuffs.
i am not sure if A will change or not?
what i know is, it has left a great impact on my life.
A shows me how larger the life is.
A shows me how to be someone that everyone know.
im so proud of A until this year.
A just changed from being bad to worse.
has A really change the friends' attitude?
am i included too?
did A change me?
i ain't sure.
but what i know now, that u can make 10000 friends.
but will u get that 1 friend that respects u, kind-hearted, knows how to keep a secret, humble, knows how to make u laugh when u are sad, and so on?
NO!
the answer is just a "NO!!"
maybe a few of u has that one special friend.
im just the unfortunate one,i guess.
well this long entry is for anyone out there who feels the same way as i do.
goodnight.
<*i think life without friends should be a try-out for everyone*>
That smile. Y
11:02 PM
Thursday, March 8, 2007
i like elly's blog.
so MONSTER-ish!!
*woohooo*
and my other friends' blog.
well since i started blogging,
i feel like i wanna write here every single day.
blog do helps me releases stress
and what happens at school that day.
today had IT lesson.
eat "OHEYA"!!
eat onlyy.*haha*
now im having stomach cramps.
*bluek*
watching "HAPPY FISH" at channel 8.
oklah,i need to have a rest and wanna eat my tea time snack.
which is milo freeze and oreo and ....
FOOD AGAIN!!
im gonna gain weight soon,if this goes on.
*hahahaha*
see the fatter side of me.
well, have a good day tmr!
{*I wonder if running away from life is good.*}
That smile. Y
5:37 PM
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
well. life has been going a tremendous change for me. maybe its just me who has change. have i been the same girl as the last few years everyone knew of? or was it just me who is saying this out of the blue? uhmm. im not sure myself. now i wanna bathe and get ready to go to madrasah. i hope things would turn out smoothly tomorrow. and gahh, tomorrow i have CCA. this sucks...{*is my life a dread?*}
That smile. Y
6:01 PM