Saturday, April 14, 2007
hey y'all!its been a freaking long time since i last blogged.exams are coming.so i guess this is my last entry for this blog.I'LL BE BACK BY MAY 16!i think.*hehe*well,nothing much happened in my life.except that i saw zuhaili ytd.he was so cute!wearing all black.ahh.syukur alhamdullilah i saw him!*haha*called him these past few days but he's out of house.or should i say outstation.yeahh.maybe im going out later.wanting to return my books which are like so overdued-8 April!*haha*pictoplasma and popdelic designs will be out of my hands soon.haiz.so sad!*wakaka*and then u know what?mom didnt cook!!!!so freaking mad at her lah can?!im like so hungry now!ahhh.i become tarzan then u know!*hehe*will be buying cup noodle or macdonalds meal later when i go out.so freaking mad and sad!im alone and lonely (although there's my bro) at my house.except for my useless brother who is so useless and just seems to be useless and nevertheless,useless!thats it,U-S-E-L-E-S-S!*muahaha*okay,ira's sending me songs again.woohoo."candyman" and "with love"!wooh,love u ira!or should i say,FIZRAH?naja,naja,naja!what are u doing?hope ur having fun.bazmir!haha.well im gonna put song in my blog.so get ready to blast ur volume up!really,really UP!haha.umm,i guess till here im blogging.see u next month!missing u guys alot!
GOODBYE!
{*B,can i meet u?*}
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2:35 PM
Sunday, April 8, 2007
hey.its been such a long time i blogged.many things happened to me this few days.too many i guess.it's just killing me inside.i have been having tear stained nights.it just sucks u know.when someone u know or cared about either do something to you or they get into serious troubles.1.ZUHAILI
i found out from ira that he has a girlfriend already.
can u just imagine this?
i cant. and i wont.
the man that i love do this to me.
why doesn't he tell me earlier on that he has a girlfriend?
if i know he has one,i would just let this heart be in pain.
called him today to find out the truth.he's out AGAIN.
maybe dating with the girlfriend or whatnot.
haiz.sads me enough. :(
2.HAYRES
he told something serious yesterday.
i do not know if it's true or not.
but he sounded so convincing.and u just dont talk abt this anyhow right?
it's like a taboo.
so he told me that he went to the hospital and found out that he has...
brain tumour.
i was so goddamn shocked.
i mean like waddahell?waddahell?!
thats all.felt sad too.
good people always get this kind of test from God.
bad people? nah-ah!!
so well there's more actually.
but im stuck here doing my homework.
i'll update here again if i have the time.
GOODBYE FOLKS!
{*how can he do this to me?*}
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3:25 PM
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
hmm.ira's sending me songs.alot!like 20+.muahahaha.anyway thanks.today was raining.i went home drenched to my skin.look like a duck!*hehe*nothing much happened!but i called zuhaili.but wrong timing!haiya.but at least i talked to him for 9 minutes.ok right?*hehe*he is so cute!wonder if i am gonna be with him again?!?! :){*just friends or wat,ira?kidding me ah?dont fool with me...*}
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5:44 PM
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
anyway look at all these pics!
they are like so us-ain(pink),amee(yellow),ira(purple) and naja(green)!
they are like so us-ain(pink),amee(yellow),ira(purple) and naja(green)!
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haha! :)
That smile. Y
5:22 PM
I WANT TO CALL HIM!I MISS HIM!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
why must he go out everyday?
doesnt he know i call him like every single minute?!
haizzzzz.
well with ira's wishes for me to be with him, i feel so great!
thanks ira for pulling up my mood.
well, today in school i have detention class.
just because of skipping CME class??
my godd.pleaselah,Ms Sng!
dah jongang tu jongang lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ISHHH. :)
been listening to ira's cd.
INTRODUCING....JOSS STONE!!!
WOOOHH.
it rocks my socks.
she look damn pretty with the red and black hair and studded nose.
thats cool, mann!! :)
so these words or phrases below is what i am last year.
its from that CD.
look. ↓
bruised but not broken
been alot of tear stained nights
i thought the tears were here for life,baby
the hurt came on and held on tight,yeah
took a chance, i took a fall
love broke my heart and shattered all my dreams
but i won't be down on my knees
cuz i'll rise above it
and i'll pick myself up
and i'll the shake the rain out of my heart
nice right?
haha.that was how i feel and experienced when i broke up with zuhaili.
yeahh.well, later i have madrasah.
and that suckks.
but its ok.haha.yaaaaa.
anyway....
this guy. name is hayres.
wants me to stead with him when i barely know him that well.
but he asked if he can win my love not want my love.
it means he is not a DESPERADO.
but stiill....haiz.anythinglah guys.
i do not understand guys.
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT'S REST!
P.S.btw,i didnt accept it.DUHH!
{* I LOVE ♥! *}
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4:06 PM