Saturday, May 30, 2009
hey. today was the last day of school and it was mundane. i did not find a need to be in school just now. i mean FREEEE periods then i can get my report book. walaowe, wa piang eh! haha. entah betul ke tak whatever im writing now. anyway, yeah, mid-years was a breeze. and khairul cursed me that for prelims that i'll not do well. kurang asamnye budak! btw, i had a mini excursion to madrasah aljunied. i was shocked when i saw the road name; JALAN KUBOR! i mean waddaheck gitu kan. then i learnt that there's a kubur near there. anyway, it was okay and it was the first time daniel saw me wearing tudung. he must have a thought that i looked so sweet in the headscarf. nyahahaa. i was thinking a lot today. im tired of the same old guys who kept cheating on me, NONSTOP. im too tired to think about this anymore. i just want someone new who understands me well and just not cheat on me. ive had enough of this shit and i just want everything to stop. anyway, june hols are here but for the first two weeks i have school! i love going to school. i really have to study like hell during this june hols cos there are not much time left to mug for Os. anyway, i heard sth about this 'EXPRESS STREAM' guy. he is a total idiot uh by saying that the EXPRESS students confirmed could get their As for their Malay but can the sec5[NA] students get their As? as an EXPRESS student before, i feel so sad for the sec5s as they were looked down upon. to me, we are all human beings with the same BRAIN. that guy just doesnt have a brain lah.whatever lah eh. BTW, for ppl taking MT Os, i just wanna wish you guys manymany LUCK! think of MT Os as a very "CHICKEN-FEET" exam, okay. gotta go now. GDNITE!
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12:41 AM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
hello peepos.m, naja's birthday was celebrated with a simple suprise. it was a collaboration with the guys named nafis, fahmi and pet. m, i was estatic to see nafis lah. dah lama bener enggak ku ketemu sama si dia. gwe amat rindu banget sama dia loh. okay, haha.
anyway, when maisarah did something for iskandar cos todays their anniv, im reminded of nafis and I. cos today is my anniv if i was still with him. we recently contacted each other back again. and boy, he looks and seems different. but different2 macam mana pun, its good for him uh. just remembered something about the guy i blogged about. i asked khalee if she saw him these past few days as they lived quite near to each other. she said she saw him with two diff girls in two diff days. siallah, BASTARD gila punye budak. sorry ah i feel like becoming a MINAH in this post, no offence. he senang2 played with my feelings, he senang2 played with me and then he senang2 leave me. BABI ah, really ah. cannot stand it. WARNING: To a new guy that will step into my life in the future, if you do these kind of things, i CONFIRM PLUS CHOP wont trust guys to the MAX anymore. really BABI punye anak ah tu! im angry.
haha, ok betul2 angry nampak? hm, takdelah. org2 mcm tu patut dikutuk rabak ah.full stop.
ain
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11:37 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
so as i mentioned to sufi that i'll be updating on ytd's post, here it goes...
m, so yeah back to the guy.
m, so yeah back to the guy.
well i sent a last text message to him in the afternoon. all i could summarise is that "if its meant to be, then its meant to be. if its not, then lets just leave it at that.". he said he was sorry. i felt that his apology was sincere. then, when night falls, he texted me saying that 'he's a bad guy.'. its like he said the opposites of the both of us. i mean yeah, its a lot of opposites but when he said something different, i was completely stunned. i could not believe it. so its like over between me and him. i was sad at first but looking at it again, i know it wasn't going to happen. i wished him luck for his future. i'll definitely miss him! :'[
next up, is my MYE scores. like ohmygosh, i improved tremendously!!!! so here goes :
ENGLISH-C5 (well my english grades have been like this since last year. NEVER IMPROVED!)
MATH-A2 (OMG! i could not believe my ears and eyes seeing my good score! im working hard all d way!!)
COMB. SCI [PHY/CHEM]-C5 (somehow i "deproved" for this paper. physics fail, chem pass! what is this?!)
COMB. HUMANS. [SS/HIST]-A1 (okay, done super well for this paper. gonna work super hard to maintain dat!)
POA-B3 (thanks to khalee and my POA notebook, ive done well for this paper. 2nd highest in class! :] )
tons of pictures will be published soon. but here's one to see how "pretty" i look like nowadays. haha, ok joking. :p
love,
ain
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10:25 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009
hey. confirm plus chop i have too many stories too say.firstly, lets talk about my guy k.
well, i recently contacted a guy from my former primary school.
he's a very chinese-y look kindaof guy which i LOIKE. heehee.
he did confessed about his feelings towards me after a month. and it all seems too perfect to be true. but recently, he had this problem which he can't further clarify with me. and after that, he somehow stopped contacting me. after further questioning, i can sense that his feelings for me had fade away. he said i didnt take care of him well, that was why. i felt super sad and this has really made me a girl who won't trust guys anymore that easily. what with their promising words and my trust in them, this just makes me feel me more depressed than ever. i'm gonna try my best to stop trusting guys! but in fact, i reallyreallyreally love him. maybe its just not meant to be.
secondly, about my family. i am so scared of BROKEN family. my mom and her siblings are like on a rivalry. when i put myself in my mom's shoes, i could feel her utter sadness. could you imagine being the big sister, all your siblings are talking bad about you and spreading rumours about your children? and imagine being a mom with that case, your children won't even help a bit to lighten your burden? and that you're almost 50 and you're still working so hard to support the family? i cried for all these many problems. i guess it's difficult to set up a family afterall so now, i have to be more understanding. no more talking back towards my mom NOW!
thirdly, i'll try to post pictures starting from this year onwards. haha. my dad just gave me the USB for the camera. waddaheck.
OHYA BFORE I FORGOT! i got my english and history paper just now. english was quite badly done. my compre fail but my summary pass with flying colours, heehee. ok so the compre part was 8/25 and my summary was 19/25. so my english P2 marks is 27/50. the interesting part is my history paper. waaaaaaah, i shock kemama sia! didnt expect my score to be super high! first time seh i got 42/50 for history. i mean whatthehell was i doing last year. i could have score! anyways, tmr will be the day where i get all my papers back. hope i will score everything!! wish me luck once again. toodles.
love,
ain
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8:51 PM