i admit im having depression. for goodness sake, i started to think about dying. i have been thinking of dying since last year. i dont know why. you guys might think i have a perfect fairytale story in my life, but never okay. my symptoms of depression: - a change in appetite, with significant weight loss or weight gain - a change in sleeping patterns, such as difficulty sleeping, early morning awakening, or sleeping too much -constant feelings of sadness, irritability, or tension -restlessness or feeling slowed down -decreased ability to make decisions or concentrate -feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness, or guilt -thoughts of suicide or death
im scared. i dont find people loving me or care for me. im really scared to be alone. i always blame the operation. i find myself ugly inside and outside. i dont know whats happening to me. im really, really scared. i kept crying this days. i might just die in the room alone one day w/o no one noticing me. i aint perfect, i am never too perfect for anyone. i dont know what to do. i need friends. i need my whole family behind me. i need someone. he could be counsellor or a doctor maybe. but for goodness sake, im scared of hurting myself though i want to die. :(
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