Tuesday, January 13, 2009
hey.guess i flopped on my o levels.i have to make quick decisions either moving on or to take a step backward.i can't even decide myself on what is my next plan.i am super sad on my dad's reaction.he was so disappointed that he did not even wanna discuss anything with me.it feels that he is putting all the blame on me. guess im his greatest disappointment in his life?it's true what my teacher said that even if i cry so much, nothing will ever change at all.but the problem is, if i talk about it, i tend to cry. i just dont know how to stop the crying.my mom was calm and even supported me in any way. she said if i have to take the longer route, its okay cos' i will still get there sooner or later. but for now, im just not sure myself.everyone seems to have make their plans or even have applied for JAE.i will apply for JAE tonight or either, tomorrow morning. this is just the beginning for me.“..Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery.
But today is a gift, that is why they call it present..”
- Master Oogway from Kung Fu Panda
love,
ain
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