YESTERDAY
went window-shopping at Geylang.
finding brown baju kurung
but to no avail,
brown was not the season colour this Hari Raya.
i have always wanted to wear white baju kurung,too.
eating and drinking under the moonlight,
at the Pasar at Geylang,
chendol and chapati with kima.
it was inexpensive but...
those delicacies was just engaging and,
it made me smile.
bought "LOVE IS CINTA" VCD.
the man selling the VCD said he cried watching the movie.
the first time i saw Hari Raya Lights-Up.
my mom said the lights looked better than the previous years.
it was much,much more brighter
with blue,green,red,orange,yellow lights.
i can now feel the Hari Raya atmosphere!
TODAY
watched "LOVE IS CINTA"!
it was good and very emotional.
almost cried,though.
remembered the times when i was still with Zuhaili.
i can't help but feel oh so sad,
remembering the brief moments i had with him.
such short but deep moments...
i had just wanted an assurance from him.
he had never gave me the assurance.
he should have just said "I LOVE YOU" to me.
why is it so hard to say the word "love" to me?
goshh.i'm still feeling for him.
how can i play with my feelings?
he just doesn't know i cried for him so hard
for almost 1/2 a year.
managed to forget about him,
but he is always the one that will be in my heart forever.
sorry for these emotional part.
did all my homework!
during the process of doing all homeworks,
i revised too.
feel good about myself though.hee.
HSM2 will be starting in 4 hrs and 26 mins.
reviews said that HSM2 is a bit draggy than HSM.
and some said that HSM2 is a letdown.
yadayadayada,whatever.
im still gonna watch it!hha.
TOMORROW
the start of Term 4 in school!
want to have breakfast,as it is the most important part of the day.
btw,fasting period is coming.
i wanna be clean and pure on this period.
TOTALLY,clean and pure!
hee.gee.bee.mee.kee.lee.pee.
talking about pee,
i wanna have my nature call now.
ADIOS everyone.
Love,
ain