Sunday, July 22, 2007

hey guys.im so not in the mood to talk.everything's a mess.just because of my one stupid mistake.so fine!i lied to my parents.they have never developed a close relationship with us,the children.NEVER!if we had that kind of relationship,i would not have lied.even if i told them the truth,they wouldnt have believed me anyway.what ever that i have done,im so so sorry parents.i just want US to be close.and i want US to trust each other 100% completely.when the "handphone" incident happened,i dont have anyone to turned to.even if i told them,they would have scold me.and why must the children behaved this way?it is because of your way of handling children that is.my advice to them is to find another way of handling the children and dont always find faults with the children.everyone do make mistakes.dont tell me everyone is perfect??i mean,im learning from my mistake.and i dont ever want to repeat that mistake anymore.what about them?would they want to learn from their mistakes?and must my dad talk to the principal just for a slight mistake?im tired of this luhh dad!can u just change for the better??if i can change for the better,why cant you?maybe he thinks that he is in charge of the house and he can do whatever he wants?well im part if it too.they can scold us anytime and anywhere they want.i dont care.but why must they humiliate me like that?i just dont get it.im trying to put myself in their shoes.i know how they feel.but do they care how the children feels?we are in an era where everything else changes.mama,ayah i am sorry.i just feel that if we have this misunderstanding again,you guys would know what to do next.goodbye everyone.im sorry to HIM.we shouldnt have been together ytd.i am so so sorry.maybe we should just end it here ok.i love you very much.i dont wanna leave you,but for the best of everyone we should break this up.everyone wants to take the ones i love away from me. :'(

{*i just cant stop crying*}

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