Thursday, June 7, 2007
i cried so damn hard ytd.im so stupid.so,so stupid!i decided to break all my ties with him.why must he involve my mom?why must i say to him that he has no initiative at all?why????god,i love him.but i can't bring myself to tell him that i really,really love him.he's a great companion,a great friend and could be a great lover.but why did i decide to do this?he said its hard to communicate with me.but i always initiate the conversation.when he was online ytd,he didnt even bother to open up a conversation.whats so wrong about that?i didnt even see him online lah.i waited.i waited for him to do that for goodness' sake.guess we were just not meant to be.u always call me your dear.i did too.i thought i give u some hints to be open up to me.but no...everything was just a waste,k.i cried till late night.cant even sleep.cant even bother to eat.but life has to go on.and so i went to school today with such a gloom face.everyone kept asking but i just shrug.dont even bother to open my mouth.i want to meet naja!i want to talk to her.i thought he said he will always be there when i needed him.but no.he's gone when i really needed him.im a bitch.A BITCH!!!!arghhh.might as well i end my life now.or never. :(
GOODBYE EVERYONE!
That smile. Y
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