Sunday, June 10, 2007
guess what??AMAZINGLY!and i say again,AMAZINGLY!!!!!i went out shopping on my own.klaka kan??i mean like hello??AIN,GOING OUT ON HER OWN!like waddahell.my fav quote for today is "can't deny
!".*haha*and i didnt know someone's back from her holiday
.*hee*must be sleeping right now.goshh,everything's happening so fast.ira's back,naja's lazing around (ehemm,as usual lah tu!),amee's running around in circles and me?well,me?hmm,going out on my own is a MUSTLAH!i need peace and serenity nowadays.mom kept nagging,lah can?!she really has the thinking that i really,really have a boyfriend!like waddahell kan?tuduh sembarangan je!find proof first lah,moumou!goshh,she's really turning into one red ogre now.siket2 marah!aku lari rumah baru tau.im so sick of life.its not like anyone cares about me.and this is so true!nak ckp kawan,i rarely contact them.nak ckp,guys?who wants me?nak ckp,family?lagi tak kesah.i shouldnt have gone home seh just now.should have just gone m.i.a.!!goshh.i would rather go to school than having fucked holidays.i like to "maki" nowadays!klaka kan?weird-weird me!i dont know whats happening to me??i feel so different.i feel really,really different!whats wrong with me?i think i goddamn miss him.senang sangat aku nak nangis,senang sangat aku nak ketawe.i have never felt this way.today when i went out,everything's felt funny and queer.i think im turning into one ugly,crazy bitch.and thats like so a fact!gahhh.im even crying right now.see,becoming a bitch is stupid!i think i would rather be the same old girl like last time.innocent,gullible girl!dah,thats it!the solution is to,become a geek.im not ugly betty,im "ugly ain!".nice one,ain!GOOD JOB!well,need some time alone now.
GOODNIGHT! :'(
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