Tuesday, March 27, 2007
hi everyone.
today wasn't a "TUESDAY BLUES".
fun and laughter filled up the atmosphere the minute i saw my girlfriends.
*haha*
girlfriends made it a point to live life to the fullest.
well, my post here today reflects my life this year.
time is catching up with my age.
nowadays, i feel so old.
i have senile dementia, falling hair, brittle bones and hearing problem.
muahahahaha....
*evil laugh-snorts*
basiQally, OLD!
naja, jgn marah aku menggunakan nama itu.huahuahuahua.
so yeah....
stress makes me feel alive.
emotions plays an important part in here.
my helping hand was not being appreciated at all. no thank you's, nothing!
just some pretty face that i see.
my studies getting from bad to worse.haiz.
then about my illness or sickness or whatever is it called.
if u all wonder, i have mechanic problems in my body.
thinking about it makes me wanna cry. :(
some knew about it. but i had asked them to keep it a hush-hush.
it has a cure.but even if there is one, i do not want to be cured.
worse-to-worse case, i need to go surgery.
im tired of living. im so,so tired.E-X-H-A-U-S-T-E-D!
tired of thinking, crying and all.
i just do not wanna think of my problems anymore.
it just tears me up.
GUYS?
they are the worse. ain't have one but want one.
currently there are 3 guys in my life.
one,ZUHAILI.two,HAYRES.three,_ _ _ _ _ _.
*hehe*
zuhaili is my first sweetheart.
the first time i saw him, i know i wanna be with him forever.
but it didnt last. it ended in a silent breakup.
haiz. so sadd.
i do still love him though.
hayres is a new guy i knew of recently in MSN.
he is damn sweeeet.
anyway, he is a Eurasian+Malay. MIXED GUY!
he made 2 poems and 1 song for me.
he is so sweet and cute! :)
but the shoccking part here, is that he calls me u know like darling in malay.
*hehe*
then, the poem which is so damn sweet made me blush.
called me gorgeous and all.
wooohh.
I LOIKE!
the third one is someone.
SSSHHH.
well, lets end it here.
have a good rest everyone!
muahhs.
{*if i cried because of that someone, does it means that i still love that someone?*}
That smile. Y
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